Monday, August 3, 2009

not so boring anymore

About 2 months ago my life felt so incredibly stagnant. Last year I had this master plan to be glowingly pregnant and wrapped up in baby plans. Well... mother nature came along and screwed up those plans royaly. So I found myself in this VOID. Whats next? What do I do with myself? Where am I going?

I do tend toward the dramatic, especially at times when Im unsure what the future holds. Im sure I drove Evan crazy. So in the wake of my funk I have picked up some new things in my life and have let some others drop away a little bit. Mainly dancing. Its taking up too much of my time and money. So I decided to not participate in the next showcase. Im still taking lessons here and there, but with less haste and intensity. Its kinda nice actually. Im learning to lead more as well.

What have I filled the void with?
Im so glad you asked.

1. The PUPPY! Oliver - who is so cute and precious and an incredible amount of work and time. I had lofty plans to turn him into a rehab dog, but right now I just have to get the thing potty-trained! Once that happens Ill focus bacck into the rehab-dog thing ;)

oliver in car

2. I am taking my Orthopaedic Board Exams next year. Im paying for it and its very expensive (over $1000) so it is a very big commitment. It is going to take alot of my spare time to study. In prep I am continuing to take NAIOMT course is manual phisical therapy and taking those tests as well. The first is next month! eeeek!

3. CROSSFIT! (mt baker crossfit) Taking my body to another level. I have never worked out this hard before in my life and I love the program and how it works - its perfect for me! More on crossfit later...

4. Getting the house together to potentially ahve to sell next year. orders are up in a year and who knows where we will be? (I already have some ideas ;) So we may be getting hardwood floors and tiling installed soon.

5. Seeing the big dogs. After some very poor results in our initial fertility testing, we are moving on to a reproductive endocrinologist. Those are the docs who specialize in Invetrofertilization (IVF) and artificial insemination. Our first appointment is soon, and I hope he can help us. I really want us to be mommy and daddy. I think we would be great.

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